Hurt You

You’re further from me than you used to be
Do you ever wanna hurt yourself?
Cuz I do and I didn’t wanna let you in
I’m fully loaded so I don’t try to kiss you
I can hold your drink while you cry in the restroom
Is there nothing new to talk about, no?
I’m out of step, I hang my head
Do you ever wanna hurt yourself?
Cuz I hurt you
With my head on a shelf I held it all in
This constant pain within my spine
I failed to mention to you
It’s hard to love when you’re stuck in the thick of it
Or when you’re in love with a substance
I know you’re all alone in your room
You’re ashamed of the things I do
But you’re wearing those red shoes
And you know what that does to me
Do you ever wanna hurt yourself?
Cuz I do
I’m out of step, I hang my head
Do you ever wanna hurt yourself?
Cuz I hurt you