Reality

Tell it to me straight
I’ve been feeling lost
Feel a type of way
Can anybody save me
Can anybody hear me out
Of time, my focus on the second hand
Ticking slowly, sleeping lonely
Got my sedative on lock
And it’s only been a minute I’m willing to
Feeling like I can’t lose, now
And it’s all the way that you play it
All the rage with your fake shit
Coming up with no exits
And I’m turning left with no brakes
You got me running off of the pavement
Knock me off of my paces
Photoshop on your Insta and I’m doubting all your big changes
Now I don’t wanna feel like monster
And I could say these words if you want me to, but
I don’t wanna feel like I lost her
Like I lost her, yeah
And I could let my phone go dead
And imitate, not conscious
I’m in a state of cautiousness
Yeah you’ve been running round my head
And I don’t know just what you want
Can you tell it to me straight
I’ve been sentimental and I’m searching for a reason left to stay
But every single day
I feel more of the weight
And it’s all the way that you play it
All the rage with your fake shit
Coming up with no exits
And I’m turning left with no brakes
You got me running off of the pavement
Knock me off of my paces
Photoshop on your Insta and I’m doubting all your big changes
Might came as a shock, can see it in your eyes
But all the words said pulled away your stare’s disguise
Like you didn’t even try
Acting like it’s fine but I’m reading through the lies
Trying to deny all the things you tried to hide, but the bullet’s out the gun
and you can’t get it back inside
You tell me it’s nothing, I see that it’s something, you tell me to stop making
all these assumptions
But everything’s leading to one interruption
Asking what we had, couldn’t look me in the eye
Stabbed me in the back, didn’t even need a knife
Got me all chocked up, only showed a single side
There’s nowhere you can hide, yeah
And it’s all the way that you play it
All the rage with your fake shit
Coming up with no exits
And I’m turning left with no brakes
You got me running off of the pavement
Knock me off of my paces
Photoshop on your Insta and I’m doubting all your big changes