Orange Juice

My moon is in aquarius
My lack of emotions sometimes be the scariest
My feelings mutual
To you it’s unusual
I heard the news
But I just hate attending funerals
Think back when grandma Lou
Told me that grandpa wasn’t coming back
I cried I couldn’t stomach that
I treated him like shit
I was too young to that know
That karma come with that
I cursed him as I stumbled back
The next few weeks i heard that he was sick
God called him back home
Then my was for comfort
Will always haunt me
Sticks and stones ain’t got shit on my subconscious
My grandma turned and smiled leaned down and said softly
At least we ain’t gotta deal with no more orange juice cartons
Damn that was heartless
Reducing a life to a item that’s half priced
Hand on his chest heard a echo I tapped twice
Close my eyes to hold the cries inside I said my last goodbyes
Guess I can’t blame it on my moon sign
Hiding under moon lights
Mixing pulpless orange juice with in moon shine
Losing love and death is similar
In the beginning it’s critical isn’t it?
Hard to let em' go eventually forget them
All you’ll ever know was just a distant memory
Parts that you hold onto won’t remit the ending
Wonder why eyes never swell up
I keep a umbrella
You’ll never see me crying in the rain
Key key said it’s healing to release the pain
Burning candles on the counter as I entertain
If you wanna go ain’t hold you
I done lost some loved ones I was close to
Never get em back you ain’t supposed to
Death and heart break is just something i grew numb to
If you wanna go ain’t hold you
I done lost some loved ones I was close to
Never get em back you ain’t supposed to
Death and heart break is just something i grew numb to
Guess I can’t blame it on my moon sign
Hiding under moon lights
Mixing pulpless orange juice with in moon shine
Sam visited me in my dream
She was so beautiful
Smiled like sunshine in the sky she was so beautiful
Last talk that we had was at the shop
It was bout future hopes
We laughed in joked I had to go told her I loved her so
God must’ve been in there with us going ham
They say you wanna make him laugh gone and tell him your plans
I swear the good die fast
Had a dream we crossed paths
But then we parted ways when I remembered she passed
Eventually that booze gone do you just like your Uncle Blue
Yeah I know it’s cool just pass me a glass of some of that orange juice