it feels like i'm underwater

Do you find it so much harder than me
To sit and watch me get eaten alive
By the thoughts that wake me in my sleep
On the nights that I feel everything
But I swear that I’m well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
We’ll pretend that I wasn’t scared if you want to
I swear that I’m well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
There’s a monster under the stairs
I think it wants you
I see it watch you
Every time you walk through
Now it’s black
And you’re in love with broken teeth
And every broken part of me
When it’s dark I feel warm beneath the sheets
I guess that’s why I couldn’t leave
But I swear that I’m well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
We’ll pretend that I wasn’t scared if you want to
I swear that I’m well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
There’s a monster under the stairs
Don’t let it haunt you
Because it’ll haunt you
It’ll haunt you
When I think that I’m under fire
It feels like I’m underwater
I know that I must look tired
I hope I can meet your father
It feels like I’m under fire
I swear that I’m underwater
Why does everything make me tired
I hope I can meet your father