i promise i'll find you the second i feel okay

Please be the one that I saw in my dreams
Turn an open field into my favorite thing
But I don’t know why the night’s so cold
I was closing both eyes in the dark
So I’m singing la-da-da
I don’t know where home is anymore
So I’m singing la-da-da
The vultures have clawed my eyes and picked my bones
I’m singing la-da-da
It feels like I’m made of blood and spit and rain
I’m singing la-da-da
I promise I’ll find you the second I feel okay