Let This Go

It’s such an ugly thing
The way you treated me
I should have walked away
Never to look back
It’s all still haunting me
I’m still in disbelief
A broken memory
Fading into black
I could save you
But I fucking hate you
There’s no escaping it
you’re never gonna fucking see
You don’t know me
And you don’t own me
And you can’t control me
It’s only in your fucking dreams
I don’t know
When I lost it all — when I lost control
I don’t know
If I can ever let this — ever let this go
There’s nothing you could say
To make me want to change
You should have walked away
Now you fucking run
It’s all just such a waste
The time you stole from me
And now you’re on your knees
Look into the gun
I won’t save you
I fucking hate you
There’s no escaping it
I’m never gonna fucking see
I don’t know you
And I don’t want to
You’re uncontrollable
A nightmare not a fucking dream
I don’t know
When I lost it all — when I lost control
I don’t know
If I can ever let this — ever let this go
I don’t know
If I can ever let this
Ever let it go
I don’t know
(I don’t know if I can)
(I don’t know when I lost)
When I lost it all — when I lost control
I don’t know
(I'll never let this go)
(I'll never let it go)
If I can ever let this — ever let this go