So Help Me God

You sit beside me And I love you
But I hate you
I don’t want to feel this way
But I can’t stop
You reach for my hand
But I move it Before you can
I won’t let you have the
Power once again
So help me, God
To let this go To let this go So help me, God
(Become what I believe)
To break this hold
(I'm afraid to leave)
To find myself
(I just need to breathe)
You think you know me But you changed me Into somebody
That I don’t ever want to be again
I’m letting go now
Of this burden
I’ve been holding
I’ve been hurting myself now for way too long
It’s not too late
It’s not too late
To leave it all behind
It’s not too late
It’s not too late