If You Only Knew

After I say I’m sorry
What am I supposed to say
All of my explanations don’t explain it anyway
Nothin’s gonna change the way you feel
I don’t have to prove my dreams are real
Even to you
All I can see is anger
In your answers and your eyes
I can be sad and sorry but I can’t apologize
Sad because I lose another dream
Sorry 'cause you don’t know what I mean
And you say you do
If you only knew
If you only knew
You and your smug suspicions
Reading between the lines
Drawing your own conclusions and concluding
That they’re mine
Don’t you know I’d change if I could
Cause it was always you
Funny how you never understood