Shudder

so sad to everyone
did not occur to you
wake up an empty shell
someone to crawl into
dead days refuse to dream
the blanket still asleep
concealing every flaw
till you uncover me could it be that i’m fading far away straight out of it no truth i can confirm
no truth that i can sense
passing time i can’t recall
the truth it surfaces
open eyes open heart
open up and fall apart
i’ll be that burden you bear