All My Life

All my life, I been taken as a joke
All my life, I been rotting on my own
And all this year, they all wanted me to fold
And all I hear are all my reasons to be cold
You was talkin' shit but you’re never comin' close
Never needed friends because all of them just go
All this year I never did what I was told
My mind fucked up so I can’t even get ahold
This year I’m
Coming for what I deserve
You swear you’re not a light
But I’m the one in the dark
All my life, I been taken as a joke
All my life, I’ve been waiting to take the world
Baby cold as ice, but the pain makes pearls
Waking up and all I see is that I’m stuck in a darkened dream
I cross my hands, I grind my teeth before I look at the shining gleam
On my time I kill my fears
All this time I can’t come near
Never know pain was so sincere
All my cries they will not hear
All my life, I been taken as a joke
All my life, I been rotting on my own
And all this year, they all wanted me to fold
And all I hear are all my reasons to be cold
You was talkin' shit but you’re never comin' close
Never needed friends because all of them just go
All this year I never did what I was told
My mind fucked up so I can’t even get ahold