Victim

This is my first confession
I’ve learned to hate myself
Lost in this dark obsession
This is my private hell
There’s no one coming to save me
There’s no one left who cares
Cast out, cast off and rape me
I call but no one’s there
Every day I play the victim
Brought down by brutality
I’ve fallen out of favor
I’m cursed by locality
I feel it getting worse now
I’m afraid of what I see
The world has let me down
Look what it’s done to me
This is my last confession
I hate what I’ve become
Can’t fight off this infection
Am I the only one?
This is my lone obsession
Try so hard to make it hurt less
Save myself from self-deception
I always fail, because I’m worthless