Mind Gone

Mind gone, I’m tryin' my best not to lose focus
Steady blowin' strong, all alone, sippin' purple potion
When pressure on, your own flesh will switch and turn bogus
Fuck with you when you on
When you go broke, they gone, if you ain’t notice
That’s why I feel like fuck a nigga, ain’t nobody loyal
How niggas claimin' they your brother but don’t even call you?
I know the ones who really love me, most of my niggas sour
But fuck that, let me change the subject, I got bigger problems
Feel like I’m stuck all by myself and it’s nowhere to go
Plus I can’t take my brother’s steps, I get the fuck out both
It ain’t too many of us left, can’t let 'em stop my goals
My Auntie Deborah need my help, refuse to hurt some more
I remember days stuck in the trenches, prayin' for a lick
Finally came up, guess what I did, went bought a half a brick
Ain’t tippy-toein', clean and dirty money don’t mix
I wonder why couldn’t take a loss, couldn’t come home for shit
But I ain’t trippin' 'cause I know one day I’m gon' be straight
I’m on a mission for the millions in a better way
Just gotta work and stay consistent, it’s gon' be okay
I been grindin' for too long, had to stay down and pray
Mind gone, I’m tryin' my best not to lose focus
Steady blowin' strong, all alone, sippin' purple potion
When pressure on, your own flesh will switch and turn bogus
Fuck with you when you on
When you go broke, they gone, if you ain’t notice
That’s why I feel like fuck a nigga, ain’t nobody loyal
How niggas claimin' they your brother but don’t even call you?
I know the ones who really love me, most of my niggas sour
But fuck that, let me change the subject, I got bigger problems
Lost in the world without a mother and father, that left me heartless
Judge labelled me a menace, in my city I’m a target
Picture fighting four convictions, not to mention I got warrants
Still ridin' with the Smithy out in traffic like a whoadie
I was told go hit a lick if you wan' get a bag
I never had shit so how the fuck you think I’m 'posed to act
Lul got caught and took his lick, bro doin' five flat
I told him to keep his head up, you’re good, you know I got your back
But right now my head down, feelings hurt, really ain’t got nobody
When life was comin' to its worst, wasn’t no one beside me
Put some my loved ones in the dirt, plus I grew up in poverty
But all that did, just made me work, so please don’t feel sorry
Mind gone, I’m tryin' my best not to lose focus
Steady blowin' strong, all alone, sippin' purple potion
When pressure on, your own flesh will switch and turn bogus
Fuck with you when you on
When you go broke, they gone, if you ain’t notice
That’s why I feel like fuck a nigga, ain’t nobody loyal
How niggas claimin' they your brother but don’t even call you?
I know the ones who really love me, most of my niggas sour
But fuck that, let me change the subject, I got bigger problems