Waitin' for You

I guess forever ain’t for me
I’m sinking down, how do I breathe?
All brand new, that’s how you seem
You’re trying to be the man that I wanted you to be
And now, everybody’s got their hands full
No time for me to run around in circles
You heard it from me
Cos nothing ever seems worthwhile
Til I know you’re gonna admire me from afar
It’s getting kinda hard to get myself together
Not as easy as a 'thank u, next'
Just wanna glow up, gotta show up
Do I really want this if you are not apart of it?
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
You’re all I know
Feeling now that I’m alone
But when you come home
I won’t be waiting for you
I won’t be waiting for you
I got things that I wanna do
I won’t be waiting for you
I sit down with my face inside my hands
Where will I go? I need to know
If the light on the other side has to come from another guy
Or if I’ll find it in my mind
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
You’re all I know
Feeling now that I’m alone
But when you come home
I won’t be waiting for you
I won’t be waiting for you
I got things that I wanna do
I won’t be waiting for you