Faithless

So withdrawn and feeling numb
Watching life come all undone
Growing fear, a human grace
A drowning mind in a dark embrace
I am down on my knees
Praying beyond belief
The silence deafens my ears
And welds the shackles
Onto my fears
My life a disarray
And I fade away
Lost all faith
Lost all trust
A sordid mesh turning to dust
I am lost
I am so numb