pins & needles

I don’t know exactly what I said
I tend to forget everything I say
Close my eyes all I think 'bout is death
Intrusive thoughts just need to go away
Can’t stop
Dreaming
Staring
At the ceiling
Can’t stop
Feeling
Like I’m
Not real
Can’t stop (No concentration)
Dreaming
Staring (In my reflection)
At the ceiling
Can’t stop (Self isolation)
Feeling
Like I’m (Not existing)
Not real
My whole life feeling like I can’t win
Skating ice but it’s getting way too thin
Threading yarn with daydreams
Pins and needles made me
My whole life feeling like I’m losing
Tripping on shoelaces too often
Threading yarn with daydreams
Pins and needles made me
Can’t stop
Dreaming
Staring
At the ceiling
Can’t stop
Feeling
Like I’m
Not real
Can’t stop (No concentration)
Dreaming
Staring (In my reflection)
At the ceiling
Can’t stop (Self isolation)
Feeling
Like I’m (Not existing)
Not real
My whole life feeling like I can’t win
Skating ice but it’s getting way too thin
Threading yarn with daydreams
Pins and needles made me
My whole life feeling like I’m losing
Tripping on shoelaces too often
Threading yarn with daydreams
Pins and needles made me