Tear Me Apart

I am awake!
My demons that I’ve defeated
Have come back to reality
He doesn’t know I’m still alive
I’ve got the element of surprise on my side
Evil, or righteousness?
What should I do with it?
So far, he hasn’t seen me
If I’m quiet, I could crawl and sneak right over to the closet
Where my son’s locked up and guarded
But I’m presented with this quandary
Once in a lifetime opportunity
To take advantage and avenge
And do some damage
Take my sweet revenge!
Could pulverize, I could punish him!
Mutilate him like in my dreams!
Or should I make my great escape?
Just take my son and run away?
I will not fall
I will not follow your ways into the dark
I won’t be torn apart
Temptation is there
Question is: should I end him, leave, and make a new start?
Make a new start
Wanna make him bleed
Feel the suffering!
Trauma he inflicted on me
I decry, cause he deserves to die!
Should I flee or should I end his life?
Bleed! Feel the suffering!
Trauma he inflicted on me
I decry, cause he deserves to die!
Should I flee or should I end his life?
Get up behind you, snuck up a knife
Before me lies a chance to end you
A chance to end you — now what will I do?
Give you a dose of your own medicine in the syringe
I’ll take it and I’ll push it in your skin!
Wanna make him bleed!
Feel the suffering!
Trauma he inflicted on me!
I decry, 'cause he deserves to die!
Should I flee or should I end his life?
I didn’t fall
I didn’t follow your ways into the dark
I will never become the despicable monster that you really are
You can’t tear me apart