High Again

Falling into old habits again
I don’t know just where it began
It feels like I’m falling
One fix away from the edge
Crawling the thoughts that take over my mind
Solace is nowhere to find
I know I’ll be calling old friends
One more time
I’m not giving up
I’m giving in
I’m losing to win
High again
And I’m crawling right out of my skin
And I’m losing control once again
When my mind won’t stop racing I know
I’m giving in
High again
And I fear this is how it will end
So I lie on the floor until then
Though my heart won’t stop breaking I know
I’m giving in (high again)
Crashing down in front of me
My dreams begin to end
Searching around frantically
Looking for a friend
Constant pressure surrounds me
Closing from all sides
Gult from who I used to be
Slashing at my pride
I’m not giving up
I’m giving in
I’m losing to win
High again
And I’m crawling right out of my skin
And I’m losing control once again
When my mind won’t stop racing I know
I’m giving in
High again
And I fear this is how it will end
So I lie on the floor until then
Though my heart won’t stop breaking I know
I’m giving in (high again)
I’m not giving up
I’m giving in
I’m losing to win
High again
And I’m crawling right out of my skin
And I’m losing control once again
When my mind won’t stop racing I know
I’m giving in
High again
And I fear this is how it will end
So I lie on the floor until then
Though my heart won’t stop breaking I know
I’m giving in (high again)