Pharmakokinetic

Leave me with fear that none others ever shown me before
Keep me enslaved in my slumbers volunteering for war
Snuff me my passion I will comply I am the prototype
Sharpen my gaze so my savior knows I’m ready to fight, I’m ready to die
In pride and blood and faith
In pride, in blood, in misery and and my fault
It is now recognized that all my strength
Is it over now? over now
You left me with something that i cannot erase
All i ask is you bring me back to me, bring me back to me
I should be grateful by now but no I’m different somehow
Cause you left me with something that I cannot change
And all this time here I was I thought I was somewhere safe
But the puppets, the preachers, the slouch man, were busy gathering their
parades
They ransacked my home, my security, my understanding of gods respectable law
Now I’m the faceless puppet, a monster, abomination to them all-to them all
Dissolve, divide, erase me I am only one kind
Push me aside, I walk only with the blind
Calling out, Calling out
When i speak in urgency they don’t even look at me
All i ask is you bring me back to me, give me back what belongs to me
I thought id be gracious by now but no I’m different somehow
Cause you left me with something that i cannot change
Give me the vindication
To make my name go off the sick list
Or is it that I’m the only one
That can anticipate the actuality of my vicinity
Worn with existence
I will shatter the plateau
I argue in an orbit of condolence and your sympathy
And O my brothers, would you believe your faithful friend
Took pride within himself to take on yet, another burden
Condemned among his flame
Held in a pleasant captive
Not up to par
Dismiss me
Lose me