Quivira

I saw forever behind those eyes
Until you closed them
Now mine just rain on the pavement
I saw your car at the store last night
Felt my stomach turn
When I saw you leave with him
When the leaves begin to change
A part of me will be replaced
I can’t find solace in these memories when you’re gone
A lonely night will come around
For every time I let you down
Cause I can’t live when I’m still barely hangin' on
You know I see when you play those songs (right?)
I’m overthinking this
I wonder if I cross your mind
I’ll keep my phone underneath my bed
You know I’m full of shit
But I won’t slip up again
When the leaves begin to change
A part of me will be replaced
I can’t find solace in these memories when you’re gone
A lonely night will come around
For every time I let you down
Cause I can’t live when I’m still barely hangin' on
I hope you find what you’re looking for
I still feel kind of lost
But I’ll make it through this year