Sun

The first steps were a walk in the light
The next few tore the day from the night
And there needed to be waves, but they grew so big in size
Scattered my body across the sky
And I won’t be undone
I turned my back on the sun
Nothing’s ever simple but the simple truth was
That I turned my back on the sun
And I became a cloud of crystals, catching starlight
Before I was aware I could control myself
Move through my mind in the dark night
'Cause I could barely speak
And I ate all my gums and my tongue and my teeth
Laying underwater, feeling pissed 'cause I just couldn’t breathe
After a long time I opened my eyes
That was fuckin' hard 'cause they were shut so fuckin' tight
And I wanted to be brave and I wanted to be right
And I needed to make up my fucking mind
'Cause I am the one
When push comes to shove
Who knows my every angle and the depth of damage done
So I turned my back on the sun