Struggle

So what’s your take on my struggle?
And would you say I’m at it again?
You know I lie here still … in silence
Though I keep talking
Never reaching an end
Starting to hear the louder tones of insane
If they are real, how could I
ever explain?
Staying with you here, it seems
so crazy,
While love awaits me beyond
my fears
What was that you said
Looking out my window?
«It's been too many years … too many years»
Starting to hear
The louder tones of insane
If they are real
How could they ever contain?
Talk to me
Don’t let me
Slide into
That place
Where only
I can reside
Struggle, struggle
Looking out my window
I know you see me
Leaning on the pain
Starting to hear
The louder tones of insane
I hope they are real
I hope they’ll always contain … yeah
Starting to hear
Those louder tones of insane
How does it feel
To watch me slip away?