Surrounded

I feel the walls close around me
Shadows dance before my eyes
I hear the clock tick, it’s talking
Telling tales of wasted time
Just need to catch my breath
I’ve been under too much stress
Trapped -- I’ve been too long here on the inside
I’m stranded, stuck here on my own
I’m trapped -- A prisoner of my own design
On the brink of sensory overload
When desperation surrounds me naturally I rationalize
But will this calm leave, forsake me with the night apostatize?
Can’t help, but hold my breath
Afraid of what comes next:
Trapped -- I’ve been too long here on the inside
I’m stranded, stuck here on my own
I’m trapped -- A prisoner of my own design
On the brink of sensory overload
Never felt so alone
Anguish hits me like a stone
Who can I blame for engineering my fate
When what I love becomes what I hate?
I’m finally out of breath
Feels like there’s nothing left