Sabotage Within

You say you’re on my side while you deal deadly soul rotting feelings
Where can I hide? How can I push my frustration aside?
A cold heart coming out at last revealing wasted time that is past
Not here & now but then & was, a space of desolation
Sabotage within ourselves seeping though
Bars of acid made of sweat
Immunity by killing me while saving you
Sabotage within ourselves seeping though
Bars of acid made of sweat
Immunity by killing me while saving you
Lowest of the low undermining a foundation
Drowning in lethal love, how can I keep my head above?
Mind numbing mayhem, fatal development
Your timing is retroactive towards inevitable destruction
Dissolve, decompose, decay, destruct
Ventilate grievances, cold heart coming out, the outcast has been cast out