I Don't Wanna Lie

What do they see
These countless boys who try
Who think that they’re the right guy
They think they’re in love
They want to try their hand
I just don’t understand
Growing up people thought me strange
Said I needed to change my disposition
I though love was a stupid thing
Nothing more than a dumb tradition
I don’t want roses
Roses only die
I’m not waiting on the picture perfect guy
I don’t want you to send letters
And wait for my reply
I’ll never say I love you
'Cause I don’t wanna lie
People think that I’m sad
They don’t say it but I know
They think that I just need to grow a spine
They think that I’m wrong
And they want me to play along
Yeah they want me to see their bottom line
Growing up people said
Just wait, you’ll catch a twist of fate
And then you’ll see
But no matter the passing years
One thing’s clear
It’s not happening to me
I don’t want roses
Roses only die
I’m waiting on the picture perfect guy
I don’t want you to send letters
And wait for my reply
I’ll never say I love you
'Cause I don’t wanna lie
You may call me a cynic
Say my outlook on the world is just not right
And what they hear is certain
You’re never gonna win this fight
I never let any of my affection be displayed
Or maybe it’s because
I’m afraid
That maybe I want roses
Even if they die
Maybe I’ve been scared he’s not the picture perfect guy
And if he were sending letters
Maybe I’d reply
With one soaked I love you
But I wouldn’t wanna lie