Middle of a Party

Memories fading
On a monument waiting
I shouldn’t have fallen
Counting all the bones that have broken
Faded a party
Higher than the stars above me
And my future’s so blurry
Scared the good is behind me
(where will I be six months from now?)
Built a palace that surrounds me
At night it does get lonely
Built it up from all my lies
The girl that loved me died
I killed her with my «sorry»
In the Middle of a Party
Houston bottles all around me
Huh, that reminds me —
Don’t care what arms you wake in
As long as I’m what’s on your mind
Come take me away
Let’s go to a place no one knows our name
Fumes make me insane
But no poison washes thoughts away
I shouldn’t have come here
Nothing here feels real —
All these bodies don’t heal me
My baby don’t feel me
Somebody, please kill me
In the middle of a party
Wishing we were sorry
(sorry) can I get some «Jack» inside me?
(uh, duh!) Think I’ll take the midnight train
Fake love surrounds me, in the middle of a party
Freezing my brain
Drugs don’t feel the same
Come take me away oh