Chaos

Lately I’ve been going out my mind
And it stays on rewind
But did you even notice
If you cared you never showed it
Breaking down we fight over nothing
It’s my bad my trauma is showing and I know it
I do this shit over and over
I’m out of focus
I’m kinda broken
But I’m learning
And baby to be honest
If you wanted peace
You know it won’t be me
If you wanted love I got love
But that shit is gun be chaos and you know it
Know that you believe
Believe the best in me
If you need some love I got love
But that shit is gun be chaos and you know it
And you ain’t even see me at my lowest
You never see it on my face
Cause I know just how to hide it
Think I’m alone here in this space
Cause I don’t know just how to fight it
I need someone to show me patience
If that’s you then great
Love you just the same even when we need a break
Right now I just need some
Right now I just need some space
Breaking down we fight over nothing
It’s my bad my trauma is showing and I know it
I do this shit over and over
If you wanted peace
You know it won’t be me
If you wanted love I got love
But that shit is gun be chaos and you know it
Know that you believe
Believe the best in me
If you need some love I got love
But that shit is gun be chaos and you know it
And you ain’t even see me at my lowest