Survive

Straight out the fuckin' dungeons of rap
Will I make it back?
I don’t give a fuck
When somber echoes of the blues become anthems of the night
When it’s time to let go yet I throw tantrums out of spite
At these friends, can’t fuckin' stand ‘em
Sayin' my mindstate ain’t right
Now this marvel of engineering is steering me clear into the plight
Meanwhile, the clock tower be loomin' in my room again at 10:04
Vivid images
Recount events like veterans victimized by the second war
Scared of failed attempts to devise a relevant metaphor
Presumin' I’m the lunatic, awoke rampant on campus
‘Fore the postal service makes its local circuits on carriage horse
I’m scared of course
Ravens tappin' gently on my chamber doors
Aberrations integrated in my mind
Intertwined with inner kindness, bitter blindness
Somewhat centered, get a scientist
Out my face, doc, I won’t sign this
Shit ain’t righteous, I can’t fight this
What they’ll find is I’m behind this timeless tale
Hickory dickory, what can you possibly give to me, doc?
A patient with history, wanna face what you’re givin' me
But I’m complacent in misery, blatantly bittersweet
Maybe it’s all pretend, maybe it’s all the meds
‘Cause I’ll commit the opposite of talking just common sense
Obstinate, I’ma get competent, confident
And comprehend accomplishments
A walking hypocrisy, stalking and knocking on properties
I know you want to just talk to me, doc
But I locked myself in a Mazda 3
And it’s getting too hot to breathe
And no one gets out of here alive
Immortality’s a fallacy
Past horrors seep through to the present for the future
May they be a distant memory
And no one gets out of here alive
Immortality’s a fallacy
Past horrors seep through to the present for the future
May they be a distant memory
Insane in the membrane and some of the pain still lingers
Fucking cursed, hate radiates from the tip of my fingers
Flickers like a sparked outlet across my body sporadically as they
Tackle me to the ground, body convulses as they shackle me
Therapeutic enactory in this factory for the wicked
Stricken electric impulses got me indulged
But damn, it baffles me
To know it feels like a live wire’s loose
These vicious connivers bias truth, supplying wisdom
Trapped up in a system where his mind it be the prison
Alcoholic sip the poison as his hands they never listen and my
Mind is always trippin', I’m a slave to my prison
I’ma chase all the poison as it’s trapped up in my system
Never trust the system. Never trust the system
No use pleading for my life while the hung jury left for lunch early
Left for dead by wrath’s fury with the outcome of a common theme
Scarred, startin' anew, part of the few in pursuit of the dream
And no one gets out of here alive
Immortality’s a fallacy
Past horrors seep through to the present for the future
May they be a distant memory
And no one gets out of here alive
Immortality’s a fallacy
Past horrors seep through to the present for the future
May they be a distant memory