The Way I Am

Growing up my father told me
«Son you know that boys don’t cry»
Bottled up emotions always tried to keep that shit inside
Now I don’t know how to feel 'em
College when I met you
Never seen someone so beautiful
Told me that you love me but you need somebody vulnerable
But I don’t know how
I’m sorry for the way that I am
Got problems that I don’t understand
Every time you ask me
«Babe are you alright?»
Then I stop like a deer In the headlights
Thinking that you’ll just get mad
I’m sorry for the way that I am
Got issues that I don’t understand
So every time you ask me
«Babe are you alright?»
Then I stop like a deer In the headlights
I’m scared to love you like that
So sorry for the way I am
The way I am
The way I am
The way I am
So sorry for the way I am
Don’t expect you to stay, after all these things I do
Wish I could take your hand
Promise that I’ll pull us through
But it’s all undone
No I can’t, take it back
All the things I said before
Moments come, watch em go, wish I said I love you more
'Cause it’s not enough
I’m sorry for the way that I am
Got problems that I don’t understand
Every time you ask me
«Babe are you alright?»
Then I stop like a deer In the headlights
Thinking that you’ll just get mad
I’m sorry for the way that I am
Got issues that I don’t understand
So every time you ask me
«Babe are you alright?»
Then I stop like a deer In the headlights
I’m scared to love you like that
So, sorry for the way I am
The way I am
The way I am
The way I am
So sorry for the way I am