why?

So why
Did it have to end like this?
Have to end like this?
I drove 3 hours just to end back home
Watching the sunset crying to frank ocean
And if you have to hide me I understand
Cos I’d hide me too
And if you have to leave me I understand
Cos I’d leave me too
And I don’t trust myself to have you
I don’t trust myself to not hurt you
Cos I typically do
So why
Did it have to end like this?
Have to end like this?