SAD

On our way home after the party
Sharing my headphones while I’m walking
Next to you, you
With my arm around you
But straight outta nowhere I feel lonely
It’s like my heart dropped down and broke me
Outta the blue, what to do
With my arm around you
There’s no reason for me to be feeling like that
Over drinking again just to cover the fact
That I’m…
Sad
I don’t even know what’s causing the pain
Don’t know how to define it or give it a name
And it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up
Floating through the night then drowning all day
Hiding in my bedroom tryna escape
Cause it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up
Faking smiles
Pretending I’m not anxious
Hide from friends
But opening up to strangers
I don’t wanna be dramatic
Cause it’s all in my mind
Saturday night and they keep calling
My phone light up and I ignore it
Got shit to do
No that ain’t true
It’s just something I said
There’s no reason for me to be feeling like that
Over drinking again just to cover the fact
That I’m…
Sad
I don’t even know what’s causing the pain
Don’t know how to define it or give it a name
And it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up
Floating through the night then drowning all day
Hiding in my bedroom tryna escape
Cause it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up
I don’t wanna feel this way
(Fucking me up)
I don’t wanna feel this way