Hourglass

I feel crushed to pieces today
Below average in every single way
Like I bet it all without a hand to play
So I’m breaking
Breaking what I tried so hard to make
Breaking down right now 'cause I can’t wait
'Til I get home
I feel empty in a way I never have
Is there nothing living underneath my life
And every move I make choreographed
'Cause I’m breaking
Breaking down what took me years to make
Breaking down right now 'cause I can’t wait
'Til I’m alone
There’s no way to pay what I already owe
I’m scared of the day that you wake up and hate me
For letting you waste your youth on me
While the years all pass like broken plans through the hourglass
Like broken plans through the hourglass
Did you know I wasn’t someone safe
And I would waste more love than I know how to make
It’s hard to build a future on my fate
When it’s breaking
Breaking every dream you tied to me
Breaking everything that we could be
'Til I’m alone
There’s no way to pay what I already owe
I’m scared of the day that you wake up and hate me
For letting you waste your youth on me
While the years all pass like broken plans through the hourglass
Like broken plans through the hourglass
Like broken plans through the hourglass