Killing Myself

Feeling sick to my stomach again
I just hung up the phone
My thoughts returned again
And everything’s so fucked up
(Why is it my fault?)
What am I doing to me
I’m killing myself slowly
Killing myself
But when I’m with you
I pull you deep down in my lungs
(My blackened lungs)
I hold you in till I can’t anymore
And fly away
(Now I fly all day)
Killing myself
When I find out
I’ll be sad
(Sad, sad, sad)