Looking to Look For

I saw your face last night
It didn’t mean that much
But still I have to wonder
Where did all these feelings grow
It was so hard to part
But then you turn around
And fell in love with someone else
I didn’t think you’d let me go
I’m looking to look for
You really look the same
And when you came to say hello
You put your arm around me
Just the way you used to do
Bones beneath your shirt
Your pants an inch too short
You smile, that boy, you smile
I always loved the mug above your upper lip
I’m looking to look for
I’m looking to look for
It’s so easy to forget
Sometimes it’s like we never met
And when you turned away
You said you’d see me later
Watch you walk into the cloud
That was when all the lights went down
Like a life, went through a looking glass
You opened up your mouth
To see a different man
All these years came rushing by
I’m looking to look for
I’m looking to look for
It’s strange how close we used to be
This life can be so bittersweet
I know we’re better off
I watched you smoke your cigarette
And there’s a girl stage left
She’s waiting for you in the dark
When we say goodbye
I wanna laugh the laughs we used to laugh
Instead, we make a plan for a coffee
That we’ll never have
I’m looking to look for
I’m looking to look for
I’m looking to look for