Everything I Haven't Yet

Soon you’ll be out of school
And busy with the jet set
Your life keeps changing
How long can I keep chasing you?
When you’ve made it so clear
I should forget you
I keep my fingers crossed
Sometimes I wonder if you’re ever lost
And meanwhile you’re protected
By the walls you have projected
And fate was just a story
You made up and injected
Into my blood
And into this ring
That won’t wear off
That won’t give in
I wonder if you’ve changed the locks
Or just won’t let me in
I wonder how you function
When I’m not on your skin
The past keeps falling over me
The plans we had just broke my knees
I’m scared I’m out of battery
And failed you and failed me
And fate was just a story
You made up and injected
Into my blood
And into this ring
Won’t wear off
Won’t give in
I wonder if you’ve changed the locks
Or just won’t let me in
I wonder how you function
When I’m not on your skin