Stigmatized

This is my darkest hour now
I never did this before
But I… I face all my demons here
Will I make it through the night?
I can feel the pain, it grows
And I lose the will to fight
No one cares; I’m so alone
Will make it through the night?
Give me more pain, I take it
Give me more hate, I make it
I’m stigmatized
I’m stigmatized
I just want to fall asleep
And dream that everything is all right
But my thoughts keep me awake
Will make it through the night?
I don’t wanna feel no more
This is time to say goodbye
I should leave this all behind
Will I make it through the night?
Give me more pain, I take it
Give me more hate, I make it
I’m stigmatized
I’m stigmatized
I’m your pain
You are my faults
I’m your regret
You are my god
I’m your tears
You are my fears
I’m your eyes
You are my lies
You always blame me, start to hate me
You can’t stop fucking around
Why don’t you talk to me
And tell me what you feel inside?
I lost my trust in you
Because you lied to me
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
I’m stigmatized
I’m stigmatized
I’m stigmatized
I’m stigmatized
Everything’s so fucked up now
And the mess you left behind
But I will make you hurt
And I’ll make it through the night