Private Hell

I am cold and empty
I feel it under my skin
My heart beats faster on the rhytm of hate
I can’t see and hear you
I can’t understand you
Nothing really matters anymore
I am there
In my private hell
And no way back
You can’t save me
All my trust and love burns in this hell
And I can’t save it
All my life will burn in this fire
This fire
I am unaffected
By your love and tenderness
Irritation burning rage
Is what I feel
Don’t try, don’t try to change me
This is a big part of me
My hell’s created by this world
I am there
In my private hell
And no way back
You can’t save me
All my trust and love burns in this hell
And I can’t save it
All my life will burn in this fire
All my trust and love burns in this hell
And I can’t save it
All my life will burn in this fire
I can’t stop this
I won’t stop this
I can’t stop this
I won’t stop this
All my trust and love burns in this hell
And I can’t save it
All my life will burn in this fire
All my trust and love burns in this hell
And I can’t save it
All my life will burn in this fire