Future

With my knowledge and my powers
Have I been myself?
Or is it something bigger than me that attracts me?
Is it some kind of moderation about the real me?
I don’t try to be the real me
I want to be who you want me to be
Because I’ve sailed those places
And I want to be there
I don’t want to be like them
I know I should
But you want it to be more than that
If this is my moment
I will thank you more than that
Because this is who I want to be
And you can’t stop this
Because my hair is my sky
My light is my darkness
My feelings my emptiness
And my loneliness my fear