This Time Alone

No sounds, this time alone
No one mentions my name, or a single word to me
Finally found this, left the rest behind
Wish I could stay like this
Feel like drifting away, visibility forever
Wide open, focus this time alone
Spring coming, sink so deep
Float so slowly as I go down
Alone at last, no circles to stand in
I’ve filled my head all full of me
And surrendered completely
Don’t take offense if I don’t want to share
These circles make me nervous
All closed in and uptight
My save me’s go unheard now I’ve met my weakest point
I need a bit of distance for control
Nobody sees you like I do
Nobody loves you like I do
Nobody needs you like I do
Selfish, but well spent
Few and far between is the luxury of alone
Use this distance, left the rest behind
I am, I think, I want, I need, this for myself