All I'm Living For

All that I’m living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I cant ignore alone at night
I can feel the night begin,
Separate me from the living,
Understanding me, after all I’ve seen
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better,
If I only knew, how to pull myself apart
All that I’m living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore alone at night
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more,
Lock the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me
I believe that dreams are sacred,
Take my darkest fears and play them,
Like a lullaby, like a reason why,
Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I find myself, so I won’t be lost again
Guess I thought I’d have to change the world,
To make you see me,
To be the one,
I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?