Zinc

They say I’m too aggressive
Need to learn my lesson
Need to count my blessings
So I can go to heaven
Well what if I don’t wanna?
I just wanna be loved
Don’t care what happens after death
Long as I’m in love
I’m seeing everyone I love die before my eyes
Burning out the flames of candlelit night skies
My head slowly getting deeper in some violent thoughts
Thinking 'bout the times when everybody loved me
And I loved them back
You can’t tell me I never did
I’m doing this for you
This ain’t a battle I can win
My head is doing donuts
As my boyfriend is driving 95 down the highway
I’m hoping we crash
Hoping we go down together or never at all
Hoping my family miss me when they get that call
The one that say I’m gone
I ain’t coming back
Maybe they’ll be sorry
Never cared about what’s in my head
My thoughts spinning faster
I think I might explode
My boy driving faster
I hope this car explode
I hope nobody recognize me when they see my body
I hope nobody think about me when I don’t come back
I miss my family, I miss my friends
I miss the happy times
The times I wished would never end
But that me is gone
Died in the flash flood of tears
Now here I am, about to die
I’m facing my biggest fear
Ooh, come and shelter me
Come and, woah
Ooh, come and save me
Come and, come and…
Ooh, come and shelter me
Come and, woah
Ooh, come and save me
Come and, come and shelter…