Not Afraid

Don’t leave me alone
I’m feeling so numb
I need you to be here, I need you to call
and everything’s wrong
a beautiful shame
everything’s ugly, hazy, and gray
doesn’t it hurt?
trick and control you
deceive and destroy you
doesn’t it hurt?
forget and move on
I’m here and I’m strong
I’ve got you to blame when it’s finally done
I’m not afraid
of these feelings here inside
I’m sure someday I’ll let go of all this hate for you…
I’ll let go of all this hate
Does it make you feel inside what you’ve never felt before
does it promise you a life, but that left you all alone
doesn’t it hurt?
trick and control you
deceive and destroy you
doesn’t it hurt?
forget and move on
I’m here and I’m strong
I’ve got you to blame when it’s finally done