Not Forever

Still can’t believe some of
The things I never told
I hardly touch the phone
I don’t know who to call
You’re my relief and you’re
The one who makes me cry
I’m trying to figure out
Some way
To get on by
Cause I can change
I’m not the same
Not forever
What can I say
I’m not OK
I wish I was
I want you back
I want a time
I can remember
It’s as simple as I say
I can change
I’m not the same
Not forever
So I got out at nights
Take walks down easy street
So talkative
No matter who I see
I wake up shaking
Not alone but on my own
I need some other guide
To help
Me get back home
Cause I can change
I’m not the same
Not forever
What can I say
I’m not OK
I wish I was
I want you back
I want a time
I can remember
It’s as simple as I say
I can change
I’m not the same
Not forever
You want this part of me
The song-lines in your mind
That’s who I’m trying to be
And that’s what you will find
If you just let me in take me back
Closer than we ever were
I promise it’s for real
Cause I can change
I’m not the same
Not forever
What can I say
I’m not OK
I wish I was
I want you back
I want a time
I can remember
It’s as simple as I say
I can change
I’m not the same
I have changed I’m not the same
Not forever
What can I say I’d be OK
And so would you
If you came back if you were here
You would remember
It’s as simple as I say
I can change I’m not the same