Keep Myself on Edge

On the edge of the blue sky
Falling backwards through blue light
Everyone saying it’s alright
I’d always thought you’d tell me
Keep on the edge just to feel right
Running backwards with closed eyes
Rather than see what’s behind
I’d always want to tell you
Guess I’ll be anxious anymore
Fell in love with feeling overwrought
Guess I’ll be anxious anymore
Myself on the edge of every thought
My blood distorts all my senses
Trying to make it work put my heart on the canvas
Let my blood fill up my skin
On the edge and I feel light
Heading back to what felt right
Before I fell through the blue light
I’d always thought you’d tell me
Keep on the edge of each night
Counting backwards with each try
Want that feeling of wound tight
I’d always want to tell you