Over You

You see I’ve never really been good with my emotions
I keep them inside the daily like a vital poison
Falling in love with you was never the plan it was out of my hands
I thought my life would be one man band
Never wanted me to make a baby cause you thought id leave
But everyday you told me you hoped I’d succeed
Held me back to keep me with you which is quite unfair
But after all the things I’d done for you but I didn’t care
Because I loved you
Maybe I didn’t say as often as I should’ve but you know I did you can’t say
that wasn’t true
Later on I saw the texts between you and another man
I wasn’t the only one that you said I love you to
And I know that you loved me
Or at least that you did
But every time that I see you
I picture you with him
And I’ll remember how you kissed me
But now you kiss him too
I don’t know why I can’t get over you
You’re starting to change for the worse
Every time I sing a song you forget the verse
I wanted to tell you that I knew but I knew that wasn’t smart
Because you would’ve told me the truth
And have left me in the dark
Couldn’t sleep last night cause I saw you in his car
Remember when you used to lay with me and look up at the stars
Couldn’t take it knowing you loved another man
I guess my love wasn’t enough but I’ll still never understand
And I know that you love me
Or at least that you did
But every time that I see you
I picture you with him
And I’ll remember how you kissed me
But now you kiss him too
And I don’t know why I can’t get over you
You came back home crying saying you made a mistake
That I was the only man you loved and you had too much on your plate
You said that you wanted to have a family and a marriage for sure
Your eyes were wide and I could tell that your emotions weren’t pure
Cause you took my heart and tore it up
You loved him way more than you ever loved us
I knew I shouldn’t have let you in, I loved you way too much
You took advantage of my love and especially my trust
I mean its not my fault you slept with him
I mistook you for the potential mother of my kids
This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life
Baby, never will you ever get to be my wife
I wish that things didn’t turn out this way
Oh, she loved even more than the days it took to stay
I caught you in the act so this is not what I am
They were taking you back to when you left them
Enjoy your life with him
And I know that you love me
Or at least that you did
But every time that I see you
I picture you with him
And I’ll remember how you kissed me
But I’m better off without you
I’m finally getting over you…