As Good As Bad News

Life is not a fairy tale
And I know that very well
I was tryna love myself
Then the bathroom mirror fell
Picked it up and cut myself
This shit broke and you could tell
Haven’t grown since I was 12
Haven’t grown since I was
Hurt the ones that love me and that’s
Fucked up 'cause I love 'em too
Abusing what I’m doing 'cause I
Use him then I cut him loose
I’m as good as bad news
I’m as good as bad news
Same page, same story
But the book, brand new
Kept her right beside me 'cause
I don’t wanna die alone
Feelin' like a pussy 'cause
I don’t wanna die alone
Tossin' you a 'cause
You don’t wanna die alone
You don’t wanna die alone
You don’t wanna die alone
I don’t wanna be a role model
Livin' in the shadows
Bitch, give me my bottle (mmmh)
Nothing that I’m proud of
I don’t wanna be a role model (I don’t wanna be a role model)
Livin' in the shadows (in the shadows)
Bitch, give me my bottle (yeah yeah)
Stuck on the driveway
Gates, maybe, staring at your plate
Fake chains, phone will vibrate (oh)
Playing, playing games, yeah
Don’t want to be alone
I need to be alone
Body has a mind, is knowin'
I’ve been on the street for long
Tell the neighbours they should mind their business, though
I don’t wanna be a role model
Livin' in the shadows
Bitch, give me my bottle (mmmh)
Nothing that I’m proud of
I don’t wanna be a role model (I don’t wanna be a role model)
Livin' in the shadows (in the shadows)
Bitch, give me my bottle (yeah yeah)
I can’t stand myself, sometimes I
Wish that I was someone else
I can’t stand myself and it be
Fucking with my mental health
I get mad as fuck when people
Try to get me mental health
Try to take advice but I just
Never ever take it well
What do he think?
What do she think?
Mind is overthinking
I can see things
I’m not really sleepin'
Not really eatin' (*cough* *cough*)
I got fever
My body heatin'
(*cough* *cough* *cough*, *cough* *cough*)
(Ha !, *cough* *cough*)
I don’t wanna be a role model
Livin' in the shadows
Bitch, give me my bottle (mmmh)
Nothing that I’m proud of
I don’t wanna be a role model (I don’t wanna be a role model)
Livin' in the shadows (in the shadows)
Bitch, give me my bottle (yeah yeah)
Stuck on the driveway
We very day
We say we really know but we don’t
Don’t, don’t
We very day
We say we really know but we don’t
Don’t, don’t