Hiding Place

Staring at the candle light
Here in my dark hiding place
No one knows the real me
No more feigned smile
How should I live?
Should I become the one that you want me to be?
Oh my twisted, chained up heart is giving a cry
What am I living for? I don’t know…
If I can find out why, I’ll be relieved
I want proof that I’m alive
Proof that makes it all clear
Washed away by reality
Let it take me to drown the pain
My anger has lost it’s way
Now it hurts those I love
How long’s it been
Since I lost sight of
what’s a lie and what’s the truth?
Pretty things like dreams and hope I now refuse
What am I living for? I don’t know…
If I can find out why, I’ll be relieved
I want proof that I’m alive
Proof that makes it all clear
My thoughts are set on repeat
Can I get out of this hiding place?
What’s the reason I can’t move?
Maybe I’m still afraid…
What am I living for? I don’t know…
If I can find out why, I’ll be relieved
I want proof that I’m alive
Proof that makes it all clear
What am I living for? I don’t know…