Hurt so Much

No one is gonna hear this ever right?
No
If you are leaded by the divine, even for a moment
The world grows too small to contain you
A heart may glide by the almighty
Vanishes from the world, free
Celebrate thy eternal friend
Don’t stay in your skin like an ephemeral flower
Go on, break out of your mentality
Moment of weakness
Fill me with doubt
Sad song, I feel it
The words fall from my mouth
Swimming with emotion
Don’t know where to turn
Drowning, unfocused
Will I ever learn?
Why does all of this hurt so much?
Dreaming of tranquility
But anxiety might win
Weighed down, no security
From this fire that’s within
I’m suffocated by my feelings
Don’t know how to grow
Drowning, I’m kneeling
Where do I go?
Why does all of this hurt so much?