Never There

Every morning looking at myself
Don’t know why I fucking hate you
Maybe I could really use some help
Smelling rubber to erase you
4 am I’m looking at myself
Don’t know why I fucking hate you
All of my goals they going on a shelf
Why is so hard to impress you
And you fell
From the highest ceiling
Until you hit the ground
And now I’m watching you sink
And you fell
From a place, we held up here
When I put my hand out
I realized you were never there
Keep your head up
You’re way too low
But I’m not better
Don’t like myself when I’m alone
You keep on losing
It’s all you know
But I’m not better
Don’t like myself when I’m alone
Every morning looking at myself
Don’t know why I fucking hate you
Maybe I could really use some help
Smelling rubber to erase you
And you fell
From the highest ceiling
Until you hit the ground
And now I’m watching you sink
And you fell
From a place, we held up here
When I put my hand out
I realized you were never there