What Have I Done

25, has anybody seen my life?
I lost it somewhere '95
Time stands still and time sure flies
Slower, faster everyday
I did tons of stuff today, and I did nothing anyways
And that’s the thing, it’s all the same
Nothing changes
Have no hopes I have no dreams
I think to much and then I scream
What have I done?
I’ve wasted so much time, years of hanging 'round
Undone is done
I’ve wasted so much time, years of hanging 'round
I won’t hold my breath no more
This is it, no less, no more
It’s ok, I’ve come to terms
Still sometimes it really hurts
I can see, it’s hard to take this seriously
And you might even laugh at me
But I’m way past self-irony, I mean business
Happy memories, running 'round
I’m seven years old, frass beneath my feet, stay outside until it
Gets cold
Cut to present day, I just stay indoors all summer
Whine my days away
What have I done?
I’ve wasted so much time, years of hanging 'round
Undone is done
I’ve wasted so much time, years of hanging 'round
I won’t hold my breath no more
This is it, no less, no more
It’s ok, I’ve come to terms
Still sometimes it really hurts
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