Help Myself

I just can’t help myself
I’m cutting corners riding carousels
I crossed the line and hung myself to dry
I wrote new lies
All just for one more night
I’m walking tight ropes wrapped around my mind
Afraid to speak out
Fear has me bound
My hands on my mouth
I trapped the sound
So why can’t I just leave it alone?
Eyes wide open mind set in stone
I keep asking myself is this all I’ve ever known
What’s the point when I don’t know who I am
Three sheets to the wind on my back again
Just for one more time?
I got too close
I lost the fight
Here we are again
Here we are again
Asphyxiated and lost
I cannot pretend
I cannot pretend
That there’s any meaning to this end
Every night I am chasing stars
Caught up in the moment with my thoughts in bars
Hoping I will find you
So why can’t I just leave it alone?
Eyes wide open mind set in stone
I keep asking myself is this all I’ve ever known
What’s the point when I don’t know who I am
Three sheets to the wind on my back again
Just for one more time?
I got too close
I lost the fight
Here we are again
Here we are again
Asphyxiated and lost
I cannot pretend
I cannot pretend
That there’s any meaning to this end
When I’m alone I lose myself
I’ve come undone and I don’t want your help
I’m too far gone and you’re too late
I told you before I can’t help myself
I’m sorry
What’s the point when I don’t know who I am
Three sheets to the wind on my back again
Just for one more time?
But I got too close
And I lost my fight
I can change, I can change
I can let go of my old ways
I can save, I can save
I can save myself again
Save myself again
Just for one more night